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Making Peace with Your Inner Critic by Natalie Charles

It’s the Ides of March, and I’m excited to welcome NATALIE CHARLES – this is her debut post for Romance University!

For years, I didn’t write. Oh, I wanted to. There were lots of stories in my head and in a little writing journal I kept by my bed. It’s just that I could never manage to make those stories perfect. Nothing was ever as clever or compelling as the stuff other people were writing. The dialogue wasn’t witty, the stories were flawed, alternating between being too predictable and too bizarre. Time and again I caught the spark of an idea and rushed to write it all down, only to conclude that what I thought was wonderful was actually complete garbage.

 

In short, I had an overactive critical voice.

 

Let me tell introduce you to my old critical voice: he was a nasty, lying bastard who had nothing nice to say, ever. My inner critic had a beer gut and hadn’t showered in three days. He smelled to high heaven but if you suggested he grab some soap and hit the shower, he’d tell you that you’re fat. And you couldn’t tell him to leave, either. He was perfectly comfortable sprawled out on the couch.

 

It took me years to figure out that my inner critic wasn’t telling me the truth about my writing, or my waistline, or whatever else. See, the thing I realized was that once I gave him an audience, this guy wouldn’t stop talking. If I was excited about a story, he’d tell me how awful it would be if everyone hated that story, and shouldn’t I be doing laundry instead? It was frustrating and ultimately paralyzing, and it continued for years.

 

Maybe you know what I’m talking about. Maybe you have your own inner critic who tells you that you’re not good enough or you’re never going to reach your potential. Rubbish! I promise you that you have something good, and genuine, and necessary to offer to the world, and if something is driving you to write, then you must write. But how do you deal with that inner critic?

 

During the years that I was blocked, I read a lot of advice. I tried starting each writing session by recording all the ridiculous things my critic was saying—“Your writing is stupid, you’re stupid,” etc. That may work for some, but it didn’t work for me. I tried writing quickly and not editing while writing. Again, not sustainable for me, personally. I was finally able to see a real change in my critical voice when I changed my state of mind not only in regard to my writing, but in regard to my life.

 

I practiced compassion.

 

We are taught to be critical thinkers, and with the Internet, everyone can be a critic on any topic. I humbly submit that this critical muscle is unbalanced in most of us these days and we need compassion to balance us out. Critical thinking is a great thing, but being critical is not.

 

Why? Because when we are overly critical, we look at something good and wonder why it isn’t perfect—as if perfect exists! When we approach life critically, always seeing the flaws, we forget to look at what is genuinely good. And did you know that there is a part of your brain that does not perceive any difference between yourself and others? When we turn our anger or critical words on others, we literally turn it on ourselves. The flip of this is that when we show others kindness, we experience the benefits of that kindness, too.

 

And so I’ve consciously changed my attitude towards others. It used to be that I would read something and tear it apart, wondering if I measured up and evaluating technique. Now when I pick up a book to read, I approach it with an expectation of joy rather than a critical eye. I look for the good in what I’m reading and think of the author as a human being, like myself, who struggled with self-doubt as she tried to relay the story in her mind. I like to read books without having expectations so that I know I am reading the story for what it is, and not what I would want it to be. And I don’t formally review books any more. If I love a book, I tell my friends about it or write a glowing recommendation on my Facebook page, but I am personally not able to be both a writer and a critic of books.

 

This extends to other areas of my life, too. I don’t engage in gossip. I try not to get offended by every little slight. When someone is not being their best self, I remember that I’m often not my best self, either, and aren’t I lucky that my kids and husband still love me on my worst days?

 

It sounds simple, but I’m telling you that changing my attitude has worked wonders for my writing. If you consistently practice compassion towards others, you get pretty good at being compassionate. Now when I write, I often have the feeling that the story isn’t quite right, but I don’t tell myself that it’s because I’m a lousy writer. I know I’m human and I’ll figure it out eventually. Compassion becomes the default.

 

Besides, there is something magical about creating mental images with shapes on a page. The act of writing is something that we should celebrate, not dread!

 

So my inner critic? He’s still there, but he’s cleaned up his act. He gets really active when I have a book release, but he’s not invited to my writing time, and he respects that now. You see, he’s a part of me, too, and I’ve come to understand that he operates from fear. Being compassionate—and therefore less fearful—calms his impulse to signal a red alert every time I approach my laptop. But he knows that he’s going to be my first call when it’s time to edit.

 

And you know? He’s actually pretty good at edits.

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Do you have an over-active inner critic? What techniques have helped you to overcome it?

Mary Jane Morgan joins us on Friday, March 17

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Bio:

Natalie Charles believes she writes warmhearted contemporary romance and women’s fiction. Her mother believes she writes pornography. When she’s not writing, Natalie can be found avoiding housework, baking, or engaging in eccentric do it yourself projects. She lives in a tiny town in Connecticut with her husband, their two young children, and a disobedient dog. Natalie loves connecting with readers! Visit her at NatalieCharlesRomance.com.
Facebook: facebook.com/writernataliecharles
Twitter: @tallie_charles
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17 Responses to “Making Peace with Your Inner Critic by Natalie Charles”

  1. Thanks for this great post, Natalie! I call my internal overcritical voice “Imposter Syndrome.” I’ve always been plagued by it, to some extent, but it’s gotten worse the longer I write.

    Initially, I loved writing so much I could ignore that voice and soldier on. Later I became so frustrated that I couldn’t accomplish what I set out to do, I became blinded to the good points and only saw my failings.

    I’m still trying to reach a happy medium, but I’m not quite there yet. It does help to know others are fighting the same demons of doubt!

    Posted by Becke Martin Davis | March 15, 2017, 1:31 am
  2. I spent part of last year blocked because there was a lot of personal stuff going on between work and family. Morning pages helped me. I just brain dumped the fears, the anger, etc on the page and closed the book.

    Over a period of a few weeks, I was writing again. It is different — more open and emotional, deeper. Now when I get blocked, I pull out my journal and dig deep. — Eileen

    Posted by Eileen Richards | March 15, 2017, 5:43 am
  3. Eileen, I’m so sorry for your personal troubles, but morning pages are a wonderful solution! I’m happy you are writing again, and I’ll bet your stories are shining.

    Posted by Natalie Charles | March 15, 2017, 7:13 am
  4. I think your inner critic and mine come from the same gene pool. I’ve also been able to silence him while writing (usually), but man, does he get obnoxious when I have new releases.

    Thanks for sharing. We all need to know we aren’t alone.

    Posted by Staci Troilo | March 15, 2017, 10:22 am
  5. This was a wonderful post! I’m always excited when someone makes me see things in a new way. My inner critic is balanced by my inner devil’s advocate, who argues the other side of EVERY DAMN THING. LOL But your advice will improve more than just my ability to write. I’m embracing it wholeheartedly.

    Posted by Natalie Damschroder | March 15, 2017, 11:23 am
  6. Aw, I love that, Natalie! Thank you so much for the kind words. Hugs to you!

    Posted by Natalie Charles | March 15, 2017, 12:03 pm
  7. Thanks so much for hanging out with us today, Natalie! Your topic hit close to home for a lot of us!

    Posted by Becke Martin Davis | March 15, 2017, 10:13 pm
  8. What a great post, it has made me think. I am loving this site.

    Posted by Barbara | March 17, 2017, 6:35 am
  9. Thanks for the post.
    I don’t have an over-active inner critic. In fact, I don’t notice her at all, although I’m sure she’s there. My problem is a fear of picking up the pen. Am I afraid of success or failure? Does my confidence chase the inner critic away? Or am I afraid she’ll show up, causing me to scribble out my writing and rip it to shreds?

    Posted by Anna | March 19, 2017, 9:15 pm
    • Hmmm, all good questions, Anna. Sounds like fear for sure. Have you ever read The Artist’s Way? She recommends morning pages as a way to get unstuck. You may find that writing three pages every day–on any topic at all–may get that pen moving again. Good luck!

      Posted by Natalie Charles | March 20, 2017, 10:22 am

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